Well I'm half alive from studying. It's like yes, I do feel guilty for not studying, especially for my A level examinations. However, it's such a pain in the ass. I like the feeling of attaining more knowledge but this is just too much to take sighhh. Anyway, grateful for the bf for making life so much easier during this period of time x. And I really need to get back to the books, and bury myself in them, or burn them into ashes and drink them so I can remember everything....... Sigh life now sucks :-( That's all for today, zaijiannnnn :-(
Major throwback to happier times sigh :-(
Tuesday, 23 September 2014 12:41
Starting the ball rolling
I've another blog again! Hopefully, this one stays for good and kind of, (stays by me) I hope. I've always had blogs since young, in primary school, in secondary school, but never managed to keep any blog alive? I don't really understand why I would go to the pains of creating a new blog, accompanied with a nice blogskin, just to delete it again and start all over. So hopefully, this blog would stay with me for good.
Anyway, just some current updates about my life. Everything else is great except for my academics. Nowadays, I would think of what I would want to achieve in the future, and I guess thats the only thing that keeps me going, and motivated. It's seems like a faraway dream, something unachievable... I guess I just have to keep going and stay motivated and try my best. As the saying goes, 'Hope for the best, Prepare for the worst."
I guess that's the attitude that I would adopt right now. Okay, ciao! Time to hit the books :-)